Have A Good Old Moan....

****hugs to one and all ***

I have a job interview tomorrow and I feel so anxious and sick. I keep going to cancel it and keep crying. I do need a job but I can't cope with being put on the spot, my mind goes blank 🙁

Good luck! I'm not sure what to do about the nerves, but I'm sure you'll be fine when it comes to it!

Thank you Glitterpix, I feel a tiny bit better now I know what is going to happen in the interview 🙂

Glitterpix brown hair really suits you!!

Im panicking a bit now about starting uni. I'm worried ill start and they'll be like 'why did we offer her a place, she has no idea what she's doing' I suffer from anxiety quite badly in new situations and I over think things so I've spent the last few weeks not sleeping because I'm worried about starting uni. I went in to drop off some paper work last week and just walking through the campus I started getting really panicky, the first day is going to be tough I think :/

I haven't been on here really in what seems like forever because I had to dye my hair natural for work and it made me so depressed that I was avoiding the colours... but I miss you guys!

I've had a weird few weeks but I'm starting back with a moan because I'm back from a uni trip that was honestly the best thing in the world and being back has made me incredibly sad. There I had a purpose, I was doing well in the work, I had friends that I actually cared about around me and I actually felt happy. Now I'm home I'm ill with a cold and cough, and I'm lonely as hell.  There has been a weird thing with a good male friend of mine as well. And I have no money.

As well as this I feel bad now because you have all been going through some pretty awful stuff and I wish I was about for digital hugs when you needed them <3

Mouse thats such a brave decision, I hope it all works out for you!

Good luck with your interview today kayleigh!
Ruby, you'll do fine! Once you're there it will be a lot easier 🙂
Robyn glad to hear you had a great holiday 🙂 hope everything sorts itself.
Mouse, thats a really brave decision, if you know its right for you well done for taking that difficult step 🙂

Hugs for everyones moans!

It got cancelled again. No idea when it will be now. By the time it actually happens, I'll have the answers memorised at least haha. I hope everyone's having a better day today's. Lots of hugs!

That's a bit rubbish Kayerleigh!

If you hear on the news about a woman with blonde, pink and blue hair going completely nuts at a hair supplies place in the North East, you'll know it's me.

First world problems here:

I have spent this morning tackling Mount Ironing and doing a metric craptonne of laundry -- I felt so accomplished having reached the bottom of both baskets! Then I ventured into the bedroom of my daughter and step daughter. TWO FULL loads of half worn and dirty clothes were scattered around/stuffed down the side of the bed. All amassed over Saturday and Sunday. I am steaming  *censored*

Silly moan: I've spent two days making a grand total of two synth dreads and they're still pretty rubbish. I wish I'd just bought them from someone rather than attempting it myself!

I stood too far back on the sun beds and now I have a sore bum 🙁

It's weigh day tomorrow and I'm scared and ashamed ): I can feel I've put weight on. It's my own fault. I just feel like I've lost control. It's just the stress coming on top of me and I'm just binge eating ):

My boyfriend went to Manchester this morning for a stag weekend and I miss him already 😞 even though I have a super busy weekend planned. I can't wait till he gets home on Sunday!

Went out to celebrate my friend's birthday and had a bad attack of hayfever 🙁 Had to come home early and am now lying on the sofa with a cold wet tea towel over my face 🙁