Have A Good Old Moan....

well braved the freezing blizzard to go pick up a prescription for a problem that keeps coming back rah anyway, waited freaking ages at the chemist too and then waited for the bus home.. but the thing is we waited like 30 minutes for a bus that comes every 10 minutes. gave up and decided to walk home, this walk home takes 10 minutes on a bus so you can imagine, i'm like past freezing.

least i got a pork dinner ready in 5

Snow.

does anyone else really hate using skype? My bf is complaining that we don't talk enough (on the phone/skype) and I totally understand why it's upsetting but ugh, I can't explain how awkward, weird and uncomfortable it makes me feel. I loath it.

So, so, so pi**ed off right now!  Got a council tax reminder notice last week (yes we paid late this month), was planning on paying it tomorrow morning before work (I don't start until 11am on a Monday), and some of the money for it was in my paypal account.  Went to the cash machine today to withdraw the money from paypal (I have one of those cards that gives you instant access to your paypal money either as a debit card of by withdrawing it from a cash machine), when I went to take it out, I got a message on the machine saying that the card issuer hasn't authorised the transaction.  But then I got the email from paypal saying that they'd taken the money out of my paypal account.  So no money from the cash machine, and now it's not in my paypal account either!  I phoned paypal, and they say it's nothing to do with them, it's to do with the people who issued the card, so I have to ring them.  They're not open on a Sunday.  So I can't ring them and find out what's happened to my money, and I have to pay the council tax by the end of the day tomorrow at the latest, and Lester doesn't  get paid again until Tuesday morning (I dont get paid until the end of the month, I'm monthly, Lester's weekly).  And I don't have any other money anywhere I could use to pay it until Tuesday morning. So now we're screwed and the council tax people are going to want us to pay the remainder of the year's council tax within another week, which we can't do either! 

does anyone else really hate using skype? My bf is complaining that we don't talk enough (on the phone/skype) and I totally understand why it's upsetting but ugh, I can't explain how awkward, weird and uncomfortable it makes me feel. I loath it.

If it makes you feel any better, my OH hates using skype and the phone, he prefers to speak in person and gets a bit irritated and feels awkward being on Skype the whole time, especially video, so you're definitely not alone.

wahhh, I ordered 6 tubs of apple green and got sent 5 tubs of Apple and one alpine. last time I don't order from beeunique.

And Im also having one of those days where I just wanna rip these extensions out, cut my hair into a bob and dye it brown.

Ugh

Ughh operation 'turn the spare room into more of a sewing room than a dressing room' seems to be a bigger task than I thought. I have soooo much stuff that I need! Although I have filled one bin bag with crap and have a charity pile ready. Just need a bag to put it in!!
My cats are making me laugh though, they are like 'omg wowwww' whenever I get something out of a cupboard that they haven't seen for ages. Also Matilda spent about 15 mins sat in the desk drawer that I cleared out, weirdo.

I'm having one of those rotten days where everything minor is going wrong; feels like the fates are conspiring against me 🙁

Really need to roller skate! Nnng! I've become so addicted to roller derby. I lent all my kit out to the Fresh Meat on Tuesday and watched people skating on my lovely expensive roller skates and then practice was snowed off on Friday. Decorated my helmet I was so desperate to skate.

my hair has been copied, again HAHAHAFUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHU

by a hipster, so obviously everyone over facebook is like "ER MAH GERD IT LERKS SO NAICE!" "YOU SUIT ORENGE SO MERCH!!!"

no. cause now half you bumholes are gunna copy HER. go fall into Lucifer's cage to be eternally spooned by flaming meat hooks.

I love the snow but it's holding up my post! I have a bunch of cool stuff to arrive and I haven't gotten any packages because the post men aren't working.

Oh, crap. That reminds me that my friend supposedly picked up my meds and mailed them to me last week, since I don't live where my health insurance is anymore. I run out tonight, and they haven't arrived...

And I take meds for a kidney transplant. Not exactly something I can skip without risking rejection and facing dialysis again. I'd rather be dead.

I love the snow but it's holding up my post! I have a bunch of cool stuff to arrive and I haven't gotten any packages because the post men aren't working.

just my moan! ordered my shoes on friday and it was processed and all that jazz the same day so i was expecting them to be delivered today at the latest, boo!

not only that moan though, i used to think to myself how close i was to turning 18, yknow having all these things to do finally, but now i'm 17 i'm like.... still a whole freaking year, and last year did NOT go fast at all, i've been waiting for 17 so i can learn to drive but i can't even have driving lessons yet cause of the darn snow! (i can, but i'd rather learn in none life-threatening conditions thanking you)

right my other moan, linking to that moan is i really really want a tattoo. i know i still have to wait but i'm just so fed up of planning that i keep wanting new tattoos just because it's a new idea, and it's doing my head in cause i've had my main ideas a while now. RAH. i even brought it up to my mum about maybe getting one for christmas (my birthday is like a week and half after christmas kind of) and she was being proper weird about it making out like she doesn't want me to have one at all but 'when i'm 18 she can't stop me, just like when i turned 16 she can't stop me with piercings'. the main arguement was *if you get one now, what if you don't like it this time next year?* *how can you possibly know what you want at this age?*

well, true, but; say i'm 23 and i get a tattoo of a rose on my arm, it's well-done, looks pretty yada yada. then when i'm 25 i start thinking meh, kinda looks weird on my arm, maybe i should have got it on my back/side/leg. it's just the same really, whatever age you are you can regret it in a few years. i understand though that it's different say if you get a tattoo at age 14, cause you do actually change so so much from like beginning of high school to the end, but idk, i haven't changed much from when i was first 16 till now, and i really don't see me changing from now till my 18th. idk.

just a big moany moan.

Oh, crap. That reminds me that my friend supposedly picked up my meds and mailed them to me last week, since I don't live where my health insurance is anymore. I run out tonight, and they haven't arrived...

And I take meds for a kidney transplant. Not exactly something I can skip without risking rejection and facing dialysis again. I'd rather be dead.

🙁 Can you have your doctor phone in an emergency perscription to your local pharmacy?

Oh, crap. That reminds me that my friend supposedly picked up my meds and mailed them to me last week, since I don't live where my health insurance is anymore. I run out tonight, and they haven't arrived...

And I take meds for a kidney transplant. Not exactly something I can skip without risking rejection and facing dialysis again. I'd rather be dead.

🙁 Can you have your doctor phone in an emergency perscription to your local pharmacy?

We're going to go to the emergency room if they don't arrive today. My insurance is Denver Health medicaid, and they'll cut me off if I don't live in the county, and my medicaid for MA won't start until at least next month when they set up my appointment. But I can get on MassHealth right away if I go through the ER. Health care here is such a pain, but no better country would let me in because I'm a cripple with no skills!