Have A Good Old Moan....

been 'round meadowhall shopping centre today, me and my boyfriend mainly stay in the house chilling but my mum said we ought to get ourselves out and have a look round, well we went to the goth shops on the lanes, i found a cute skirt (put off buying it though cause there was no size tag and it looked a little bit big and i was just over thinking) wish i'd bought it tbh, but yeah! went to get some food and it's always packed with people trying to find a table, and i swear as soon as i got upstairs into the table part it was horrible. vile hipster kids and even like, grown women just staring, laughing, nasty comments! i've gotten so used to not having anyone saying stuff this past few months that it really upset me, really ruined my day but i tried keeping it normal so i didn't upset my boyfriend.. it's horrible that a bit of a laugh to them can just ruin my day.. wrote a status about it i was that angry, idek. i want to say ill never go back there again, but i like the stuff there.. could still effing be there right now enjoying it if it weren't for them tbh

Aww im sorry pohzilla. I know its hard but try not to let the ignoramus' get you down. You lool azing, you know it, I knpw it & so does everybody on here. For all the ruse ninkenpoops that you see, think of all those kids & adults your inspiring to be themselves. Dont let the bastards grind you down xxxx

There is now way for me to understand what Pippa exactly said lol, but from what I got, I totally agree with her - Poh, you're the awesomest! x

hahaha 😛 thanks you guys, just been so freakin' long since i last got that kind of sh**! used to get it all the time and stuff but it's really died down for a while

Some people are just rude, I get that sort of s**t in the village I grew up in from people I went to primary school with, eventually you will get to the point where you're just like "Yeah well, screw you and the ugly fat horse you rode in on!"

Seriously, just reached that stage - it's fricken amazing. The other day two girls started shouting crap at me and instead of walking off and ignoring them I turned round and told them they were petty and small for having nothing better to do than shout abuse at someone purely over a hair colour and how if I was as low as them I could write them an essay on their appearances but I doubt they had the capacity to read it. My boyfriend told me off when we turned the corner xD

I don't want the christmas decorations to go! 🙁

I bought some disco pants yesterday, went to wear them today and found a big hole in them =[ dont have time to go back to Bristol to return them =[

Stressed, mildly high on diazepam and want impulse piercings to make me feel better. Going to try to escape the house tomorrow (since I've basically been asleep for a whole week on medication) and persuade the fiancee to take me for more face holes. I really want a bridge piercing right now.

the kid I look after has a friend round and he bought some jelly- I have to scoop it out and serve it up- this is the first time I have touched jelly for years because I HATE it, BLERRRGGH I'm gonna vom. Seriously don't even like looking at the stuff, even

About three weeks ago someone did an illegal hit on my in roller derby which caused me to fall backwards onto my coccyx in a proper looney tunes banana peel style move. It still really hurts, sitting down for long periods of time absolutely kills.

Might be going to A&E tomorrow.

I went out for the first time in over a week (the last time, I had an IUD inserted) because it's been too cold to just go out and take a walk. My cousin brought me to the animal shelter where she volunteers, and she told me there are a whole mess of pitbulls that just aren't suited for adoption because they had stupid, selfish owners who didn't socialize them.

Dogs are seriously social animals! People are stupid everywhere. Of the dogs that were up for adoption, 11 were pitbulls, and one was a husky. There wasn't one mutt in sight...

Aaaand...I wanted to put all the cats in my pockets and take them home.

I have to go to Cologne with two couples tomorrow - we're meeting a friend of one of the guys and they all think I should flirt with him or something...he does look good, but wtf? I'm so not interested in anything that even loosely resembles a relationship at the moment o.o

My psychiatrist switched my meds from lithium to lamotrigine. I now have to increase the dosage gradually every two weeks in case I get a rash that could be really bad. 'Cause I'm not stressed enough as it is at the moment. 🙁

proper painful back at the bottom and strange stomach pains alla time, bluhhh

I can't handle the stress for my uni. I have serious stress issues. I get so stressed that I get ill and i am thinking of quiting but then i have no idea what could i do with my life 🙁