Have A Good Old Moan....

For some reason I always get to go shopping or something important with no sleep & nothing important with major sleep. On No sleep today picking out house tile etc. I accidentally picked up the salespersons glasses while mine were on my face already lol.  I slept so great the day before I did my hair @ 4 in the morning. So I had Cherry red head while out. The first day of dying is a little *whistle*

I have done silly things while gaming in the past, but this beats all of those odd objects that ended up in the freezer or fridge hehe..Doh.  

I put my 2-3 ft tree inside of a paper towel roll (full) & that inside a real Christmas tree stand now I need lights! A year in boxes have made me nuts. I have no idea where anything is. So Happy to see others decorations.

I have been so anxious I actually speak myself awake! I feel guilty moving away from my Mom even though I haven't been close in ages.

I spilled my seltzer & just found a sticky tic tac I have probably been sitting on all night 😛

I am getting sick ffs!!!!

Had a bit of a breakdown. Now prescribed Citralopram and Diazepam, feeling pretty chilled out and woozy at the moment because of the Diazepam. Almost sent to hospital but decided against it, not sure if that was the right decision. Being referred to a psychiatrist. Definitely can't go back to uni now as they want to check me here every week. Got a note to sign me off though so I'll be taking the year out most likely. Don't know what's happening about my job.

I'm really sorry to hear that Mouse 🙁 I hope you're ok and doing a bit better and that you're being looked after. I'm online at all times of the day/night so if you ever need a talk, or someone to just listen, I'm here (or on fb) xxx

I'm sorry mouse, i hope things start to look up for you now xx

A really good friend of mine has just been diagnosed with terminal cancer 🙁

A really good friend of mine has just been diagnosed with terminal cancer 🙁

Im really sorry to hear that 🙁

*hugs* To anyone whom needs it 😉

I'm really sorry about that Inquisitress 🙁

My moan is incredibly trivial in comparison, but here goes...

Some selfish little $?!%#$ was setting off fireworks at 2.30am.

Inquisitress, I'm so sorry 🙁

Mine is a bit tmi: I'm on my period (which was early and unexpected to top it all off) and I have horrible cramps, the worst I've had in ages. I'm stuck walking around with a hot water bottle down the front of my pants which is beyond annoying and my painkillers don't do anything at all. No me gusta nada.

Thank you all *hugs*

Had some more bad news last night, my best friend up here was hospitalised on Friday night for suspected pneumonia and kidney problems 🙁 He had to be put on life support to begin with, but he's over the worst of it now and has just been moved from critical care to a normal ward 🙂 I'm just annoyed though because it happened on Friday and his cousin only broke the news to everyone last night 🙁 I'm going back home Thursday morning so will only have a couple more chances to see him now, and I'm not sure when I'll be back here next to see him again 🙁

Feeling extremely miserable and down at the moment.  Part of it is general depression, part is stress and hatred of my job, and part is the realisation that unless I can get my hands on a good couple of thousand pounds to invest into my business, it will never grow enough for me to sustain a living and be self-employed full time.  Part of this is the fact that my husband's strongman training and the running expenses of his car cost us around £500 a month, and without this expense, I could probably afford to leave the horrible sh***y job I hate and get a part-time job, but with these expenses, basically I'm working myself to the bone and making myself so stressed that it makes me ill to pay for my husband's luxuries.  But he won't listen when I try to talk to him about it, and wouldn't even consider making sacrifices.  So I'm stuck.  All I can see in front of me is another year of being miserable and stressed and trying to make my business a success, but failing because I don't have any money to invest in stock.  So I'm now on the verge of just giving up and resigning myself to a lifetime of jobs I hate with no joy in my life whatsoever just to pay for my husband's very expensive hobbies.  Basically all I can see in front of me at the moment is stress, misery and dead dreams.

Don't give up Mindi 🙂 If you give up now, you'll be more depressed and feel like it was for nothing. Keep aiming high,look at part time jobs, and see if you could make that work.
I know how you feel though, my business is my only job and I'm only just in profit now, a year after starting (although I'm aware it'll probably be a while till I'm making a decent amount to be able to "pay myself a wage"). So with only my husband bringing in a garenteed monthly wage it can be very scary, but we budget hard, we make sure we and the kids don't go without. But I'm standing firm in my belief that I can and will make this work, and it makes me happy 🙂

I think you've done really well so far so to stop now would be a real shame 🙂 Can you sit down with your husband and see if there's any way he could cut back a bit on money elsewhere if he's not able to cut back on his strongman costs?

- Hope everyone else feels happier soon!

Our poor doggy Goucho has to go to the vets in morning for an operation  🙁 He has a Perineal hernia which is being repaired and also being castrated,
I'm super worried and nervous,prob end up staying up all night worrying,he has to be there at 9am
It really needs fixing though as its causing him problems when he has a poo,we have to give him laxatives everyday,so hopefully fingers crossed it`ll fix the problem,although the vet said there's a chance it could reoccur.

had to bleach my roots with xxl max blonde as asda had next to nothing in stock, thought itd be fine as its similar to the absolute platinum i usually use but its left my scalp feeling mega sore and gave me a huge headache :s i went to the doctor and i dont have any burns but ive covered my scalp in sudocreme the past few days and its still a bit tender in spots - feels bruised

sorry about everyone elses problems, moonfairy i hope your dog makes a full recovery! at least hell be in some relief and happier after the operation even if theres a chance of it reoccurring in the future