Have A Good Old Moan....

Caisco--Relationships are difficult, but at least you're being honest with what you want.  If he wants more committment and you're not ready for it, he has to accept that or look elsewhere.  And if you don't want him to look elsewhere, then maybe you are ready for the committment that he wants ...

Janine, people are ridiculous. 

Ainsley, hope you're feeling better!

Piestar, I hope you're feeling better, too!

Naomi, good luck with the move and school!  At least you're moving to a nicer place--you'll be settled in before you know it.

Ruby, how frightening.  Did they catch him?

Poh, don't hate yourself because of others shallow-mindedness.  They honestly are not worth it!  The only opinions that should matter are your own and those of the people you love--everyone else can get stuffed!

Balthamos, that sucks 🙁  I hope that your new card gets to you soon and that your account is safe.

thanks you guys, thinking about it now after sleeping on it i feel kinda angry with myself for letting it get to me.. the only thing is i'm scared of it happening again now, it'd only drag me down more.. since i stop over at his alot, on college mornings like tomorrow the bus stops are always full of people (mainly kids that say sh** but with kid kids i'm not too fussed really) and yeah.. i'm quite easily upset tbh, i thought i was stronger than that but i guess not..

Evelyn is so poorly 🙁 she's had a lingering cold and cough for about two weeks, I thought it had gone but it came back the other day. And then just now she was sick 🙁 It's horrible when they're little and poorly and don't know what's happening to them (she's only nearly 3)
Poor baba

my gaga died today last year:(

ugh, trying so hard not to stuff my face tonight. I don't feel like getting on my exercise bike and sweating away for 45 mins, I'm hungry and tired 🙁 But I only have about 9 pounds left to go so I'm trying to force myself to exercise and not eat everything in site tonight.

Aw, Glitter, I hope she feels better soon.

Han, I'm sorry 🙁

Exo, remember that it's ok to take a recovery day!  If your body is hungry, feed it--just give it nutritious things, like fruits and yoghurts and not chocolates and biscuits.

My neuralgia is killing me today, wish it would go away....Also tough times with the psychiatrist, they're belghf....sad....but I have some stuff to look forward to, but feeling yucky right now....

thanks Intemp, I ate some fruit and I forced myself on the bike afterall 😛 I have had a break, I took 3 weeks off from exercise because I was ill so I really need to push myself right now.

another moan:
I feel terrible, this guy I've been talking to for a few months just told me that he's fallen for me and keeps saying things like "I'm so stupid. Why do I do this to myself? I always fall for a girl I can't have." etc. I have no idea what to say or do, I feel really guilty. :/

I'm ill, caught Evie's cold and I keep being sick 🙁
Naturally, my children have sensed my weakness and have decided to turn in to monsters lol! I just had to pull them apart from fighting!

Really stressed over trying to find housing, it's an absolute nightmare. My fiancee still lives 100 miles away from me and we wanted to move in together next year but I don't know if it's going to be possible financially. Meanwhile, my housemates can't seem to decide whether they're staying or going and I don't think they'll be very friendly towards the idea of finding somewhere that will let me bring my gerbil. I really need my gerbil with me, and if she can't live with me I'd be forced to put her up for adoption which would break my heart because I love her to bits and I nursed her back to health over the summer so we bonded really well. Lots of the places that are left are in the middle of nowhere or too expensive and it's all horrible. Hate this time of year. 🙁

This weekend, omg.
Friday is gonna be school until 2:15, getting to our new flat at 2:45, cleaning it, going home, cleaning our current flat, packing the rest of our stuff and cooking which will take until pretty late at night.
Saturday is getting up at 7, working until 4 and going to a concert where I'm working as well, or maybe just dropping the concert and working until 8.
Sunday will be working from 7am to 8pm again.
I freaking hate moving :/

work all weekend. not happy.

1-7 too, both days!

I woke up disgustingly hungover and as my hangover's worn off a really horrible head cold has set in and I have to be in work for 7am tomorrow morning 🙁

I just cleaned the floors at the new flat. For 6 hours. On my hands and knees. With cold water. D:

Haha I bit my tongue in my sleep and now have a sore tongue and a lisp!