Have A Good Old Moan....

hate it when people say they're going to do something for you/with you and then make excuses when it comes to doing it. If you don't intend on doing it, then don't say 'Yes' and get my hopes up.

Yay morning sickness is back!! 🙁

Getting impatient now. I always get the urge to grab bleach when i get to this stage of fade...

Sainsburies messed up my prescription and now I have to go 5 days without my medication >_< not cool!

I have horrendous toothache in all my top teeth. It hurts my whole head. Cheekbones, jawbones, ears, nose.
And i can't get to a dentist till next tuesday.
Guess i wont be bleaching tonight then  🙁 🙁

I have horrendous toothache in all my top teeth. It hurts my whole head. Cheekbones, jawbones, ears, nose.
And i can't get to a dentist till next tuesday.
Guess i wont be bleaching tonight then  🙁 🙁

I have that as well, it's all my sinuses and it's just agony, need to get some anti inflammatries tonight 🙁

I'm getting so so stressed, I ordered a dress for a wedding that is next weekend and it says on the website that it's been delivered but it hasn't, and I'm not getting any sort of reply from anybody so now I have to find something on Saturday, which is not going to be easy! It took me weeks to pick between 2 dresses on the same website and I changed my mind last minute but I'm never ordering from them again. I don't want a dress that makes me look pregnant and everything is either tight or with waistlines, it's going to be a looooooooooong day 🙁

I have my period and I can't stop eating.

SO many of my peers and friends are finding men and I'm not.

I'm so consumed by school, but I'm not studying anything that I feel passionate about. And I hate school too.

I need a second degree to get a job I like, but I also need a job I can get upon graduation, even if I don't like it too much, to pay the rent.

My family drives me insane and makes me miserable at times.

I am scared that any job I find with my current degree will be too stressful to handle, and I will hate it.

I'm scared I'll be single forever.

I see both sides of every issue and I sometimes feel torn and pulled in a million directions.

I woke up this morning and one of my nose piercings had come out during the night and I couldn't get it back in 🙁 I normally have both sides of my nose pierced and now I really don't like having just one in.

It's slightly petty but I just don't feel comfortable not looking like me lol.

I'm not sure what's going on with my hair. Since it's darker now, it looks like my hair is thinning badly. If I part my hair, you can clearly see my scalp and it looks like I'm going bald. 🙁 I've always had really thin hair, I'm not sure if it's just because it's dark now that it's more noticeable to me or what.

I just went to see Noah. I like a good epic... not sure this was a good epic though, not sure what I think yet.

Not my moan though...

Normally this cinema is empty, sometimes a couple of other people. Today there were 8 other people, which is a lot, practically bursting at the seams lol  Anyway, there were 3 woman in their 60s behind me. I sat three rows in front of them, then they loudly started talking about moving because they couldn't see! Eventually they moved a couple of seats along. Then they talked all the way through the ads, ok, no big deal, loads of people do that. Then they talked all the way through the trailers. A little annoying, but no big deal, it's only the trailers...

Film starts and they're STILL talking! OK, so it's about the film, but it's still talking! And quite loudly too! A few mins in I'd had enough and had to turn round and say, "So are you going to talk through the whole film?". Boy did they shut up fast and they didn't utter a peep after that lol

Sadly some people over the other side of the screen kept talking every now and again, I was irritated so it was extra distracting. At least it wasn't a constant commentary though! I really would have thought older ladies would have more decorum.

I have to say, in my experience old people are worse than teenagers at the cinema.  They constantly talk and check their phones!

It's so annoying, though ... I just constantly think of the line from Firefly that says "You will be going to the special hell, reserved for ... people who talk at the cinema."

Also ... How movie theatres should be laid out.

I have had enough, maybe I'm just being hormonal but I'm fed up. I swear within half an hour of Sam leaving for work (he's been doing nights all month) everything goes wrong, every single time. Either the ferrets get stuck on the wrong side of their 'cat flap' and go crazy scratching trying to go back into the shed, which they can't so I have to try and go out in the dark and get whichever one it was that got stuck back in without the other 2 escaping. And bella has just been a madam on walks and for whining in the house, her pulling had gotten so much better but if it's just me in the evening it's hell. I keep getting bad muscle ache in my tummy by the end of the day as well, sounds like pelvic girdle pains but the midwife didn't help much about that but it literally bends me over in pain at the thought of walking, and I know would happen if Sam was home or not but at least if he was home I wouldn't have all the extra stress as well by myself. I just want to scream!! Had to rant somewhere and I can't rant to Sam because it makes me sound like a spoilt brat but I'm really not, we signed up to all of these responsibilities together, and having to struggle when I'm almost 6 months pregnant is getting ridiculous

My anxiety is really bad today. Had a fall out with my oh last night, i usually have control over my feelings but today its really on top of me. I'm lay iin bed heart thumping, shaking and cold sweats. I just want it to stop.

Silly moan, but I'm getting impatient. It's been two weeks since my dye was shipped. Customs is taking it's time I think, it's annoying. I'm done with this not-quite-white colour of blandness. -_-

Also ... How movie theatres should be laid out.

I like it! I think trains should take the same approach 😀