Good Vibrations

felt a bit down today about silly things really, so after our son finished preschool, we took a drive out to toysrus and treated the kids to a toy each, and I got myself a disney princess Ariel doll as it was half price 😀

new hairz & modelling tomorrow =) nervous!

So, the guy who has been living in my flat for the past six months (and making me miserable these past 2!) had his car packed up to drive to his dad's house last night, so we could have our space and stop hurting. We said our goodbyes before I went to rehearsal. He was going to burn stuff off my computer and leave. The end.

He was still there when I got back, and had written out a long proposal that basically said we should dedicate ourselves to each other. The words "marriage" and "wife" were tossed around, but those really aren't necessary right now.

It feels really nice after pretending for so long that we can't love each other.

I HAVE TOMORROW OFF!

I know I've been counting down in here, but after what I found out this morning I seriously can't take another day of this place!  Five days off, thank you Jubilee!

AND my Butter London Black Knight polish came in the mail ... it's so freaking gorgeous, it puts Barry M's black glitter polish to shame.  Going to put it on tonight and have lovely black nails with pink and blue glitter.

back from the hospital!
this wasn't our local one, it was super small and weird looking, but omg it was the ebst hospital ever, i'll never go to my local one again haha! when we were settled in the waiting room we were 40 minutes early, cos we had no idea where it was so set off early, only 15 mins away turns out! anyway, about 5 minutes passed and this nurse took me in to do my height weigh and bmi (bmi of 22 i believe, mum says that's good thank god) then she wanted me to have blood sugar done, "doesn't hurt it's only a prick" um, no b* i've had like 3 done in A&E a few months ago, i know it hurts! so refused, but she was ok. and guess how late they were taking me in? they weren't! i've never been in on time at my local hospital but this one i was straight in. i had a doctor who had his like personal nurse/doc man person that did all the feely stuff, saw him first, he was so so nice, and i didn't like the bmi nurse, she was all weird and meh but he was friendly. then after all the questions and feeling and crap was done, the consultant came through he was super nice too, i was like RESULT! lucky day, eh? so he really seems determined to figure out what's up with my high blood pressure, i'll be seeing him from now on and i'm glad tbf, he's gunna do loads of tests (not sure whether i'm glad of that but hey ho) but only when my exams are over, he thinks realistic unlike other docs i've seen, he asked when my last exam was and said he'll give it a week then make another appointment for me to go through, wished me luck on my exams told me to chill on the salt (i admitted i was pretty hooked on salt) and off i went!

so happy i got a nice doc and that it's gunna get sorted soon, they aren't keeping me waiting months and months like GPs do! whuu! now to get the bus back to school to meet my bf, have dinner, then i have a free period where i'll do sweet f all, then i have an easy going chemistry lesson with the 3 musketeers :3

felt a bit down today about silly things really, so after our son finished preschool, we took a drive out to toysrus and treated the kids to a toy each, and I got myself a disney princess Ariel doll as it was half price 😀

Haha, that's awesome! Everyone needs a mermaid companion.

new hairz & modelling tomorrow =) nervous!

Good luck!! Can't wait to ogle some pics 😉

@Any Old Actress - wow, that is pretty monumental. I hope you two can work something out that makes you happy.

@Intemp - enjoy your time off work!

Glad to hear your hospital appointment went well, Poh - I know how difficult it is to find nice doctors so I'm really glad you've found one who's got his act together!

My happy for today: my degree is done! It's a bit weird to think that the thing I've been working towards for the past four years is over, but I'm so relieved to have got to the end. No rest for the wicked, though - moving down south next week and starting my new job the week after!

Im going to my GP to see if i can get another counceller for my deppression, and not just my eating disorder.
Finally im gonna get proper help i hope!

Good for you joey 🙂 wish i felt ready for recovery :/

Aw :[  thanks though!
I hope you do soon!
Im always here like xx

Just realised that if I get my old job back and this new one that I have an interview for tomorrow, I can do both! As I'll be doing my old job Monday-Thursday and my new job on Saturday and Sunday 😀

And then after the summer I can give up my old job and just do the new job 😀

That's great 🙂 what was your old job doing?

I applied to claires today, the woman said that if I got the position I'd have to be willing to do piercings.. which I'm not comfortable with as a) the thought made me nauseated and b) don't agree with gun piercings (sanitary reasons)

BUT I'm hoping I'll get one of the 7 jobs I applied for.. if not, I'll just have to apply for more.

My old job was door to door fundraising, so I basically had to knock on doors and ask them to give money to charity, it's an awful job but it's good pay and what I need to get me through the summer.

And ugh, I'd never work at Claire's for that reason, there's no way I'd be able to hold my tongue about piercing people with a gun D:
And good luck!

Good luck to everyone looking for jobs and seeing their GPs ^_^

OH and I are going to see Prometheus today 😀  And tomorrow I get to meet Karen Gillan!

Ahhh Intemp lucky you on both counts!

Happy for the day is that tonight OH will be on holiday for half-term for a week woop woop. So I won't be alone every day with three doggies including one pup that needs taking out literally all the time to toilet. It also mean we might go to Cambridge where I can do some shopping! Woop woop retail therapy!!!

:O Karen Gillan!! :fangirl moment: